I thought I would start out this morning by asking a
question—do we have any movie buffs in here? I know
we have one sitting up here on the chancel. Apparently
there are movie buffs, and then, there are movie buffs.
Have any of you ever seen the websites dedicated to
those who pay excruciating attention to every detail of
a movie to try to catch all the little technical glitches
and historical mistakes that movies make? It’s insane!
There’s moviemistakes.com and nitpickers.com and a
bunch of others—entire communities of people who
live to find a microphone boom dangling in the corner
of a scene, a plane that you can just make out flying
into one of the scenes of “Troy,” a piece of jewelry that
magically appears and disappears throughout a scene or
an extra wearing a wrist watch in one of the ancient
battle scenes of “Brave Heart.” Honestly, if I had to
pay that much attention, I don’t think I would ever
enjoy a movie again.
Sometimes, there is no question that these mistakes,
these little details, reveal their own fascinating insights
or back stories. For example, do you remember the
scene in “Top Gun” near the end of the movie where
Tom Cruise takes off from the aircraft carrier to fight
the Russian MiGs? Just as he leaves the deck he puts
his plane into a complete 360-degree roll. They shot
the scene from the perspective of Maverick’s wingman,
looking back, so that all you see is the aircraft carrier
and the whole horizon flipping upside down.
Supposedly in real life, an F-14 doesn’t have enough
speed when it has just taken off to be able to roll like
that without crashing. So, when they were making the
movie, they had the naval pilot who was filming that
scene take off from the carrier, make a giant loop and
pick up speed. Meanwhile, they cleared everything and
everyone off the deck of the carrier so that the pilot
could fly in fast and low over the deck. When he
cleared the end again, he had enough speed to safely
roll. The glitch is, as Maverick’s plane is taking off, the
audience sees a deck packed with other planes, crew
and equipment. A split second later, as Maverick
pitches his plane into the roll, we are looking back at
an aircraft carrier with a completely cleared deck.
Sometimes, it is the smallest details that can reveal the
most fascinating insights.
There are all sorts of obscure details woven
throughout this morning’s story—John’s account of the
resurrection—that are easy to miss if we’re not paying
attention. We’ve read the story so many times that we
probably just gloss right over these details without a
second thought. Yet, it is the little details that expose
some of the most important insights as to what is really
going on that first Easter morning. In fact, I believe
that it is the same details that expose two major themes
that God wants to make sure we don’t miss this morning.
The first is that God understands and is okay
with our doubts.
I don’t know if you have ever really noticed how
much doubt there is laced throughout this entire story.
We give Thomas such a hard time, but the truth is he
wasn’t any more skeptical than the other disciples.
They were all loaded with doubts. Jesus had told them
(how many times?) that he was going to die and three
days later be raised from the dead. However, when
Mary comes and sees the empty tomb, what is her first
reaction? Someone must have come and stolen his
body. She is so caught up in and preoccupied with her
disbelief that she actually stares Jesus right in the face
and says, “No, come on, tell me! Tell me where they
have taken him and I will go and get him.” Isn’t that
just like us? How often do we see the wonders of God
right before our very eyes and immediately start
looking for alternative explanations?
In Luke’s account, it takes two radiating angels to sit
Mary and the other women down and spell out for
them exactly what is going on, and yet, when they go
and tell the rest of the disciples, the disciples don’t
believe them. They say the women are talking
nonsense. At least Peter is intrigued enough to run
down to the tomb to check things out for himself, but
even then, after he sees the situation with his own eyes,
it says in Luke that Peter walks away scratching his
head wondering what really must have gone on. Don’t
you see? It is not just Thomas. If there is anything that
this story tells us, it is that we are all doubters to the
core. It is how we were made.
Sometimes our doubts are real. Other times they are
the best excuse we can muster to keep ourselves from
having to take that step and get personally involved.
Have you ever noticed this little bit in John’s Gospel
where Peter and John launch into a foot race to see who
can get to the tomb first? It is a small detail, but isn’t it
interesting that John goes out of his way to describe
how he outruns Peter, arrives at the tomb first, but
doesn’t go in? He stands there peering in from the
outside. It’s a little odd, don’t you think? I feel like
God is trying to say, “Look, I understand your
doubts…I created them. Don’t ever forget that doubt is
not the opposite of faith; it is an important and integral
part of faith. I want you to question things and grapple
with things. It is how I created you. I don’t want you to
be gullible. I don’t need you to check your brain at the
door; I am the last one who wants you to just blindly
accept whatever comes along. But I also don’t want
you to miss out on what could be the most important
day of your life because you were not willing to step
inside and give it a good honest look for yourself.”
How tragic would it be if we rose early, dressed and
primped in our Easter best, arrived extra early to make
sure we got a seat, sang these magnificent hymns with
gusto, listened to these spectacular anthems, read this
timeless story, prayed these shockingly intimate
prayers and still felt like we were John rushing up to
the edge of the tomb but only able to peer in from the
outside, unable to climb in and allow Easter to be a
celebration not just of Jesus’ new life, but ours as well.
This point brings me to the second broad theme that I
see unfolding in the details of this story. Despite our
doubts, maybe even because of our doubts, God has
pulled out all the stops this morning and is willing to
do whatever it takes to make sure that we don’t miss
the chance to let this morning be not just about Jesus’
resurrection, but about our resurrection as well.
I said on Friday that, unless we were able to follow
Jesus into the tomb and die a little bit on Friday, we
would not be ready to be raised with him today. I
suspect that if the people on nitpickers.com were let loose on this text, one of the first details they would
catch, one of the first questions they would ask, is why
do all four gospel writers seem to go out of their way to
tell us that the stone has been rolled to the side? If later
in the very same chapter Jesus is freely walking
through stone walls and locked doors, then why would
he need the stone to be moved in order to get out of the
tomb? It’s a good question, isn’t it? Scholars all agree;
he didn’t need the stone to be moved. The stone wasn’t
rolled away to let Jesus out. It was rolled to the side in
order to let the disciples inside, to see for themselves. It
was as if Jesus were saying, “Please, whatever you do,
don’t miss this! Come on in, poke around, pick up the
linens, see for yourself; don’t let yourself miss this.”
I am handing out rocks this morning; not for you to
throw at me if I say something you don’t like, but for
each of you to take home. You can put the rock in
your car, on your dresser, carry it around in your
pocket, whatever. I want you to have it as a reminder
that God understands that we all doubt, but He has
moved the stone to the side for the sole purpose of
inviting us to come in and see for ourselves—not to
take anyone else’s word for it but to try Him out for
ourselves. In fact, every time you see this stone, I want
you to imagine God saying, “Don’t miss this! Come on
in! See for yourself!”
A pastor with whom I worked in Houston told me
about a scientist who made an appointment to see the
pastor in his office. The man had just joined the church
but was wondering if he really should have because he
had so many doubts. My friend asked him what kinds
of things he was struggling with, and the man said,
“You know….the deity of Christ, miracles, the
resurrection, the virgin birth, the existence of God.” He
went on and on and on. My friend said it was like
listening to the entire Apostles Creed in reverse: “I do
not believe in God the Father Almighty, maker of
heaven and earth or in Jesus Christ his only son, our
Lord. I do not believe in the resurrection of the body
or in the life everlasting.” After the man finished, the
two of them sat there talking for the longest time. My
friend tried his best to answer as many of the man’s
questions as he could, but he knew he really wasn’t
going to be able to convince the man of anything.
Finally, my friend gave the man a copy of C.S. Lewis’
Mere Christianity, the book we studied last fall, said he
would be praying for him and sent him on his way.
A few months later the pastor saw the man in the
hallway of the church. The man was smiling from ear
to ear and said, “Vic, guess what? I’ve finally taken
the plunge. I’ve decided to do my questioning from the
inside looking out instead of from the outside looking
in.” Vic said, “That’s great! Was it C.S. Lewis?” The
man said, “No, I had a dream.” “A dream?” “Yes, a
dream. It felt so real. I dreamt I was walking down
this long corridor, and I was carrying a huge backpack
on my back. At the end of the hallway, I came to a
door. And through that door I could see the most
beautiful room I’ve ever seen, and inside there were
people laughing and talking and having the time of
their life. The room was flooded with the most
gorgeous light and there was a genuine warmth and
peace and radiance pulsating out of it.” Then he said,
“Inside that room was everything I’ve ever wanted in
life. So I tried to walk in, but my backpack was too big
to fit through the doorway. I tried to turn it sideways,
but again, it kept me from getting through the door.
The things I had in there were just too bulky. I realized
that the backpack contained all of my doubts about
God and my questions about my faith. Inside that
doorway was the life that God was offering me but my
questions and doubts were too big. They were holding me
back from where I most wanted to be.” He added,
“Then I heard a voice, as clear as day. It said,
‘Whatever you do, don’t miss this! Go ahead, take off
your backpack. You can leave it right here by the
door. It’s not going to go anywhere. You can come
back to it anytime you want. Anytime you want to
revisit your questions or explore your doubts, it will be
right here.’” And the man told my friend, “So I took it
off…just like that…I took it off and I left it at the
door. My questions and my doubts are still there, but
now I am living inside the room, and I can already tell
that my life is never going to be the same.”
God knows that we doubt and He is okay with our
doubts; but he has pulled out all the stops this morning
because he does not want you to miss what this
morning could be. Can you think of any better way to
celebrate Easter than by dropping your backpack and
walking through that door? Will you make the
decision to no longer stand on the outside peering in
but to climb into the empty tomb to see for yourself?
Everything we have done here this morning—from the
timpani and the brass to the children and the
processionals to the lilies and the litanies—it has all
been done for one reason and one reason only: so that
you won’t miss it, won’t miss the fact that the tomb is
empty, that Jesus Christ is alive, and he is standing
right here in front of you this morning offering the
exact same resurrection power that brought him back
to life. The promise of Easter is that we can be brought
back to life too, that new life is available to us now.
Eternal life is not something that begins once we die
but is something that can start today. It is a fresh start,
a new way of living and a new way of loving. It is a
way of leaving behind the baggage that weighs us
down and letting go of the hurt that cripples us. If
there is anything that the empty tomb represents, it is
that the best is yet to come, that real life starts now, if
we will just put down our doubts long enough to climb
in and see for ourselves. Whatever you do, don’t miss
this!
AMEN